friday was pretty fun i guess. my mom was out of town so i had some people over.
yesterday i went to alex's for a little bit, he is amazing. i found my new best friend. definatly.
last night i got to see aaron :)
it was amazing as usual.. <33333333333
but the craziest thing happened to me.
and its the end of all my parafanilia..
i'm so done.
basically, i was at beatniks, smoked with some kids
then i started feeling so weird
and started sprinting towards a bench like running full speed
flew into it, face first.
got knocked out, and layed on the ground for what seemed like an hour
but i was told i was knocked out for only a minute or two
and then i woke up with my boyfriend hovering over me
screaming omg omg are you ok alice are you ok?
and i was like what? why? i'm fine..
and he goes why are you laying down then? and what the fuck happened to your face?
and i was like omg and i looked down and i didn't even know i was laying down.
and i was like i can't see anything
and then i couldn't hear anything
and i couldn't feel anything but my face throbbing
i almost started crying i was like so scared
but then aaron held me and i just sat on the bench and felt better..
no more smoking the reefer for a very long time.
i've been meaning to quit and now this is the end.
now i just need the patch to help my other addiction.
maybe this will turn my life around :)
i need a new start.. something else to add onto all the wonderful things happening to me.
*cough* aaron *cough* :)
well.. i'm gonna go get ready, my moms having a christmas party and i'm supposed to help her with decorating and stuff. and i have to explain to her why i have a huge bruise on my face.\
heres some pictures of us :)
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